It can be hard sometimes. One day it can keep you on your toes and the next, it can have you on your knees. And right now, that is where life has me--on my knees. Sometimes I wonder why am I here? How did I get here? Things were going so well--and then they weren't. But I know one thing and it is this--This is where God wants me. I don't want to be here, but this is were he wants me. And so I wait here--on my knees, to see what he has for me.