Wednesday, December 12, 2012

{finding my focus}

Photo: My view as of late....sick and in bed...hate starting off December sick.
i've been sick for a week now...not the way i had planned to start off december. the first few days i was completely miserable and frustrated! instead of getting things done, i was stuffing my nose with kleenex. i was rendered useless. as laid in bed, covered in blankets and looking up at the cielingi started thinking. 
 
sometimes i let the busyness of life over take me and i get overwhelmed and lose focus. lately i feel like i've been flying by the seat of my pants. and if i'm truly honest with myself, i would  have to say that i've been flying by the seat of my pants for most of this year. and i think i've just been doing it for so long that i fell into that semi-comfortable place and accepted that that's just how things are going to be now. but in reality it is exhausting and makes life that much more difficult. i need to change things up and get back on track.
 
somewhere along the way i have lost my focus. I have let hurts and feelings get in the way and cloud my focus. i have hidden behind excuses and insecurities. i have allowed my shortcomings to derail me. it is not enough for me to just to read my bible and pray everyday. i need to keep my focus on God and the woman He has called me and enabled me to be. i am not going to focus on my past mistakes and failures. instead i am going to focus God and what He has for me today.
 
today is a new day and i am going to focus on that.
 

3 comments:

  1. Aww get well soon..it's a good thing you have decided to focus on things that matter than the past :) stay positive always!

    I'm coming from Yours Truly.

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  2. Aww, never fun being sick. I hope you get better soon. :)

    By the way, I'm a new follower of this blog, coming from Yours Truly. :)

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